I was fired by my dad.

I think God really hates me. I don't know what I did to deserve this? Seriously.

Let's see... Tuesday night, dad e-mails me saying I'm fired. I don't hear from him until maybe Friday or Saturday? basically telling me not to "push him." Between Tuesday + time of contact, he was using my sister as a messenger, telling me to come back to work, and saying that I am in the wrong. During that time, I avoided all contact from my mom (she's in Korea right now) since I just did not want to hear about work.... which lead to an angry e-mail from her, surprisingly blaming me for everything as well.

Which leads to: TODAY. I stayed up all night/morning after Hieu & I watched "Due Date" and ended up talking to David + Sherrie. Sherrie and I went to Starbucks since we were already up, and talked. The day was good, until I got home and noticed a bunch of missed calls from my mom + of course, her e-mail.

All of this lead to my dad sending me f*cked up e-mails, texts, and threats. He's drunk right now, which isn't surprising, going off on anyone in his way. This includes, me, my sister + my mom, which of course, is all MY fault. He's telling me not to come near them (the family), and that I'm "going to be sorry."

So basically, it's MY fault that the company may possibly get f*cked up (is it just me, or is the boss supposed to run the company and not the administrative assistant? HM, maybe it's just me...), and if our family is ruined, it's my fault. Well, last time I checked, our family wasn't all "happy + close" to begin with.

So, looks like I'll be at work tomorrow, at 9AM sharp! HE fires me, YET I'm expected to still show up on Monday? Yeah, I pretty much predicted that. Mom said to go in, and IF dad tells me to leave, that's when I have to leave. So... I'm going in, probably no pay, expecting to get bitched at, and to be quite frank, I'm anticipating some abuse too. That's nothing new in our family though. Growing up, I think everyone got their ass beat from my dad (to put it nicely). Being a little girl and seeing my mom's blood everywhere was NOT fun. Just saying.

So, this begs me to wonder...

What the f*ck did I do SO wrong? WHAT did I do to deserve this?