Job hunt.

I have been sending out my resume like crazy lately. I have been applying to 3-5 jobs every day. I love my schedule now a days -- I wake up, grab coffee, take the dogs to my parents' house, spend the day with my mom, come home to study, walk/feed the dogs, then sleep. It's been really nice to be able to spend all this time with my mom, and have all this time to focus on school, but in less than 3 months, hubby will be home and we BOTH need to work.

I have mixed feelings about working again. Don't get me wrong -- I could definitely use the money, and quite frankly, I miss having somewhere to be and something to do during the day, but DAMN, I'm going to miss hanging out with my mom all day. I mean, yeah, I'll be able to see her on the weekends, but I won't be able to see her as often. I've been looking for PT work, but a close friend of mine got me an interview at a really nice company. Technically, it's still PT but it's a little more than I wanted to work during the week. I can't complain too much because I get Monday's off (so I can be with my mom on her chemo/radiation days), and it's a damn good company. I have my fingers crossed, extra tight. Interview is on Tuesday. In the mean time, I'm still sending out my resume.

I am nervous and excited about hubby coming home. I'm so nervous because neither of us are working right now, and well, I haven't seen him in a long time. But more than that, I am over the moon excited to have my man home!!! I cannot believe (almost) one year has gone by. I could definitely use the help around the house, with the dogs, and wedding planning. Not to mention, I just miss him so damn much. It'll be nice to go to bed together, and wake up together. I miss that feeling, so fucking much.

Okay, well back to studying. I've been so distracted lately. I need to get my butt back in focus... I need to kick ass in school, be a great daughter & wife, be a responsible dog owner, and lose some friggin' weight so I look damn amazing in my wedding dress!!!