Love.

I have to admit, ever since I moved into the new house, I haven't been walking the dogs as much as I did at the apartment. I guess it's because now I have a fenced in back yard, so I just let them out back to run off some energy & go potty. The weather was nice out, so I took both the girls on a long walk. I think we were out for about an hour and a half. Yes, they pulled like sled dogs, but the walk was so enjoyable. The girls were happy. I was happy. It was a good day.

I got back, and checked my e-mail to see that David responded. I sent him an e-mail about getting a dining room set, and a treadmill, and just an update on the house, girls, etc. His responses are normally pretty short, which this one was as well, but just seeing a simple "I miss you!!!" and "Love you" put such a big smile on my face. My cheeks still hurt.

I've been staying in a lot, other than getting coffee with friends here and there, for a few reasons. One, my garage is so annoying!!! I can open/close it from the inside, but not the outside. So, anytime I want to leave my house, I have to open the garage, pull my car out, close it from inside, and go back in the house to leave through the front door. And two, because I'm still not working right now, so anytime I go out, I'm spending David's money. I know I know... what's his is mine and what's mine is his, but I still feel guilty. It's one thing if I'm using the joint account for groceries, stuff for the dogs, or house stuff... but I just feel like I'm abusing it when I go out for lunch with friends and use the joint account. David reassured me that it was okay, and it was the least he could do for me holding things down at home.

Seriously, I am the luckiest girl in the world. I can't even put into words how much I love my man. I can't wait for him to finish this deployment and come home. This house is so lonely and empty without him. I love you babe!!!

Well, back to sending out my resume and applying to jobs. I stopped working for my dad on December 17. So, it's been over a month of being jobless. This is the longest that I have been unemployed, and I hate it. Mainly, because it's making me lazy, and I need the money. I just have to keep sending out my resume, hope for the best, and not give up!!!